Someday

I too had thought
Someday I will go home
Someday I will do what I wish to do
Someday I will be free
Then that day arrived just like that
when I called it a day
and just walked away
people asked me how does it feel ?
heavy or light ?
sense of loss or relief ?
I feel nothing
Not 'I dont feel anything'
I mean I feel Nothing
Not the blank nothing that sits heavy
and keep you away from all
The Nothing that's there , light and intense,
and makes you aware of the world
Being in the zone for a moment,
and the moment is long
Tomorrow it will be another day.
Today is Someday and it feels great.